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Friday, January 02, 2009

9:41 PM

I had a post, but it couldnt publish and now it's gone.
somehow, it feels like a part of me is gone too.
despite my mood
i made a happy post,
an achievement really.
but life is just unfair
even my happy moments are gone now.

looking forward to sunday though, :)
am glad i still have good friends,
caroline especially.
thanks. :)
would you rather have good friends, or more friends?
i wonder.
but of course, family comes first.

it feels too hard to accomplish.
and im too tired to try anymore.
and i fear it might be too late.

&the beauty.

5:45 PM

Alright, my previous post ended on an emo note so i shall say again,

well at first, i wanted to go for the sbm countdown but my mum didnt allow, :/
so i ended up going brenda's house to celebate the new year! :D
they started out playing monopoly so i basically watched since they already played half the game, :/
then brenda's friend ziheng came so we played cards instead,
appearently i was the laggiest in the group so when they started playing snapjack, i either didnt respond at all or was super slow in responding. thus, i was destined to get the ridiculous forfeit which was to shout out,

I, (INSERT NAME HERE), WISHES ALL KHATIB PEOPLE A HAPPY 2009! WELCOME MR LEE HSIEN LONG!
HAHAHA, DAMN FUNNY COS I EVEN HAVE THE VIDEO OF IT.
but at first the forfeit was to jump off the 8th floor but obviously it didnt work out. :D
haha but whoa, i didnt lose the game! ended up weiping and brenda lost cos i chiong le ah!
but in a group where brenda has sweaty palms you can almost see the water trickling down when we smacked our palms on the card pile. xP
after that weiping announced she was very hungry so we went down with our sparklers but somehow we forgot weiping wanted to eat and went up the top of the multi storey carpark to play with the sparklers instead, :O

took photos (:

stupid camera is blurry. :/

Me, Brenda, Weiping, Hazel, Ziheng

even though it looks like we caused alot of air pollution here, the sparklers only lasted 10seconds each and we finished the pack in less than 1 minute. :/

after that we still cleaned up our rubbish cos apparently hazel is a civilized gangster and civilized gangsters clean up after themselves. :)

ANYWAY, we had 11 minutes left till the yishun countdown so we left the place and started walking to the field where they were holding the yishun countdown concert.
but halfway there, we heard shouts of "3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"
hahaha, all of us stopped in our tracks and gave each other horrified stares
we thought we missed the coutdown!
but couldnt be cos weiping's phone still said 9 minutes left,
so we came to the conclusion that they somehow had a rehearsal for the countdown for some weird reason. :/
so we reached and had a real countdown afterall. :D
screamed really loud but the people around us didnt scream, rah.

still forgetting that weiping was hungry, we went back to brenda's house and we had a toast for the new year with barcardi and vodka. :D
weiping and hazel got really red though they didnt really drink much, :O
seriously red.
but hazel insisted she wasnt drunk so we left it at that. hmm.

there are more pictures but they all look drunk in the photos for some reason (even before we had the toast) and ziheng looks like he's on drugs, hahaha. he was sniffing the lighter. =.=

Argh cant believe it's school tmr, i havent done my homework. T_T caroline is gonna kill me! :O

&the beauty.

3:38 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

new year doesnt really mean anything to me, just another year perhaps?
feeling really blue, dont know why either. actually i do, just that i wouldnt write it here anyway.
but still, im excited to get back to school and meet the people i couldnt meet up with for thousands of years! (:

Just that, nothing really changes in my life, even though i've tried, i still cant be the person that i want myself to be. well, caroline did say that i should treat my blog as my personal diary, but if that happens, this blog wont be filled with happy posts anymore. Im not really the happy girl you see me to be.

&the beauty.